28 December 2010

Dance You, For The Foolish



They are the All-Father’s wasted children.
They do not fear an untimely demise for they are already dead.
Once hanging, as he, from figure four limbs,
Now, nature's vampires,
moving over the earth in something between life and death.

Before I can stop to let them go by he scatters them with a fading, feeble hand.
Angry and cut away the leaves blow across the road in sprawled packs like lemmings compelled to a cliff.

Without warning or even so much as a 'ready, set, go' they change both pitch and mind then fly out in front of me.
It is a game to see how many make it to the other side before my tires run them over.
Some make it, others don't.
Afterward I look behind to see that the flattened ones have resurrected themselves in defiance,
laughing in their dismemberment,
howling fury like the maddest of hatters
they rejoin their daft brothers on the road's edge to wait for another silly human in another steel coffin.

In front of me, they form rings and mimick their All-Father, dancing a dust devil's jig.
Mindful of nothing but themselves they throw dry, water-moistened bodies into the dance without regard.
Oblivious to all,
caring for nothing
and open only to their kin.

Moments later in another turn of my journey,
they form
and with a
WHOOSH!
attack in a twist of will and in lifting assault.


As I wonder what I did to annoy them they slam themselves against my course,
mad with their ant's force of will against my elephant truck's astonishment.

They go,
They have always gone,
Into the bogs,
into the fires of the volcano,
tumbling down headless from the temple pinnacle . . .
no matter how the madness of death and impetus of life flings them forth,
they go happily,
Insanely,
to burial, restraint and sleep.
There, the All-Father entombed in slumber, dies so to wake at the door of spring
and greet his bride with howls of hope for the harvest.

Back to the Now World,
forcing my eyes to notice through their Pyrrhic compulsion they blow forward in wave after wave.

Miles later and yards ahead . . .
from nowhere they leap out then dart back in a ‘nyah-nyah-nyah’ chorus sung by nature's mad children.
I can almost see them stick out their pointed, dry tongues and wag their stemmed behinds at me as I pass
sitting there
quite safe,
back on the road's edge.

They want me to know,
They force me to know,
That this is their day,
and the Mother's breathing wind is their playground;
The Father’s sweet corpse,
their own dancing berth.

21 December 2010

A DIRECT SUMMARY OF A STUDENT, FALLEN ILLUSION, AND THE NOT-SO-HARD REALITY OF SUCCESS IN HIGHER EDUCATION; CONTAINING A NOT SO DIRECT TITLE, BUT A DIRECT BODY WHICH IS,

IN AND OF ITSELF,

A SIGN OF PROGRESS…


Or, just simply, Re-Surfacing



How do you un-live 35 years?

How does one catch a bowl of air?

Can reality be redefined infinitely for a master of nothing special

Can life be bowled over with strikes of eureka, instead of mediocrity in a spare?


How do you move on from nights of chess and satellite signaled history;

is there really a balance to be found?

Or, will it ever be shrouded in mystery.

Was there a way back then not to find sanity in a bottled plot,

in the pressed, compacted world of powders,

the mind bends and leaves naught,

The soul of a muse,

and the devil with a heart of gold;

blink thirty times,

find out there are few rhymes

and quite suddenly,

you’re old.


Yes, Mariner, there is a Sainted Clause,

take your foot off the brake, and your skull off pause.

Go out and live,

sounds trite I know;

but there’s little reason,

for a long season,

in a boat that doesn’t row.


Reality isn’t much what you thought,

it’s not about what you can be, but about what you are,

you pill-headed sot.

Sometimes digging deep is all you can do.

Like Dolores, being a bitch may be all you hang onto.i


Reality can be a hell-driven descent in to depths of the mad,

but here, lifetimes and moons later,

it doesn’t seem that bad.


Truth defined can make balance free,

that’s where I’ve found it,

with their wisdom,

within me.


From a golden-haired Sage Muse with ice tinkling eyes,

And a Queen of ‘Kernels’ whose ‘less traveled road’ made her wise.

Woven outward through a modern-day Ganelon,

an Abelard with a smile.


The Kenyan Medicine Man, whose words bring memories of gongs,

And a ‘don’t-give-me-that-shit’ Biko, whose heart, elsewhere belongs.


THESE are my muses, and I am the last.

Pointing at myself, the mirrored image brings nothing but a gasp.

With a sound like a foot planted in crystal, all shatters

and what’s left, is true . . .


What we seek is already within, maybe just not so neat,

But if you aren’t completely enough,

you’ll never be enough when you’re complete.


G.

Originally written 6 March 2009



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i Quote inspired by the movie, Dolores Claiborne. (1995), Taylor Hackford, Director; Stephen King, book; Tony Gilroy, screenplay. Released by Castle Rock Entertainment. Original line by the character Vera Donovan, played by Judy Parfitt. “Sometimes you have to be a high-riding bitch to survive. Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hold onto.”


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